I just did a spur of the moment friends cut 'cuz it's the cool thing to do now, ya know?

I got rid of most people who had empty user info, no entries, or had not made a new entry in a year or more. Of course, there were a few that I kept regardless, just because of some strange nostalgia I have for you. :p

Anyway, if you are reading this and it no longer says we are mutual friends and you don't want it to be that way, comment and tell me why you want to keep me as a mutual.

You others, well, you can ignore this pointless post. It's as pointless as everything else I post here. Haha.

For the computer smart.

Tonight I've been getting a Windows Security alert that tells me I have 41 viruses. I download Norton because it's what I've always used. I did a full system scan and it said it didn't find anything. But, Windows is still giving me all the urgent alerts.

What's going on? Anyone know?

I'm confused and a little worried.

ALSO: Anyone else's yahoo mail not working?

EDIT: After some searching, found out the thing making those pop-up show up is actually spyware. I'm using what is suggested to remove it now. I hope it works.

Just so you know, my computer died this morning. I seriously heard it take its last computer breath.

I will only be able to get on a computer when I can find one at school that isn't down with a virus because I don't feel comfortable using my parents computer to get on here or MySpace or the like. My computer was old and slow anyway. Maybe I can go ahead and get me a laptop.

I've got to run to class now. I have a lab quiz that's just waiting to fail me.

I'm home. I had fun and it was nice to get out and away from town. And, it was nice to go to a place where it rains and it wasn't 100 + degrees! I despise hot weather.

Friday, Shantel wanted to go to the spa and get facials. This is never something I've had or really wanted done because I'm not a fan of having strangers touch me. But, I did it and god, it was so good. She gave me a hand, shoulder and neck massage. That was great. But then she massaged my scalp and that was soooo gooood. lol. Afterwards, they put makeup back on you and the lady asked me if I wanted a natural look or dramatic. I said dramatic and when I looked at myself in the mirror I nearly laughed because her "dramatic look" is my version of natural. Maybe I wear too much makeup...Nah.

Saturday morning I woke up hearing Tisha sniffling because of her allergies and 30 seconds later a bomb went off! Well, actually it was a really fucking loud clap of thunder that went on forever. I seriously thought the world was ending for a second. D:

We travelled up farther into the moutains to a tiny little village called Ouray. The trip up there is turn after sharp turn on a steep mountain side with no railing. The passenger can look out the window and see only the drop, not the road. There was a trail to see a large waterfall. It was a billion stairs and then just rocks that you have to climb. Not for the faint of heart, for sure. I nearly died a couple times.

Sunday we just walked around downtown and then went to the movie to see Tropic Thunder. Some other things happened but I deleted most of it because I have bored you enough already.

Here are some pics. A number are just of moutain sides and stuff but I'm a nerd and get excited because it's soooo pretty! 

I am annoyed. I now remember why I avoid popcorn. 
Because there is always a hull that gets stuck in either my teeth or on my cheek that no amount of brushing can fix. It's worse this time. It's stuck on the back of my tonsil. It's irritating the fuck out of me and it making my throat sore. D=

There is an alarm at this house that goes off at midnight and if you ignore it it gets faster and faster and louder and...I swear it sounds like a countdown to a bomb going off. I'm waiting to be blown up.

Anyone else heard of 3OH!3 ? On MySapce they are described as alternative/ electronica /thrash but it's got rap and singing in it and it's done by 2 white boys from Boulder, Colorado and...I love it. lol It's become the obsession at work at we play it all the time and I can't help but love it.

I didn't get to dye my hair tonight. I was called in to take over someone else's closing shift. But I'm going to do it tomorrow night.

I tinted my hair cherry the other day! I wanted to switch it up and the stuff was only $5. It didn't show up entirely well since my hair was so dark but you can kind of tell. Since my light roots were starting to show it's really red at the roots which is kind of funny but in bright sunlight you can really tell. ( The tinted me. ^^ )

I'm getting my hair colored dark dark brown (because my parents forbid black) again and then doing vibrant red streaks. I've been wanting to do this forever! My parents are going to have a fit, unfortunatly.

( And this is how I want my hair done like.  )

*sigh*
Thigs have been either bad or just mundane. I need a good week alone I think. No one to bother me. No family. No friends. No work. Just me at home coming and going as I wish. Watch tons of movies, sleep when I want, run around singing random songs at the top of my lungs. I would be a much happier person if I could do that.

So since last time of doing a proper update I've went to the Bahamas, turned 18, worked, and become even more bitter. None were all that fun. I'm legal. I can vote. I can go to war. I am no longer jailbait which is why a creepy random guy who called my work today took the liberty of hitting on me on a day where I'd rather bite a guy's head off.

Anyway, a friend of mine got her first tattoo the day after my 18th birthday. I lied to get out of the house and drove the next town over to watch her get it done. Once my other friend turns 18 in the next few days we are going to go together and get a tattoo. I'm having to hide this from my parents. I asked my mom about a week ago if I could get one and it went badly to say the least. So I'm going to get one on my hip so I can hide it easily. Too bad I can't get it on a place I can show off. Her mom is going with us to get it done. Oh, if only my mom was that accepting.

I'm trying to get back into writing. It really helps me feel better.

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Wow, I didn't realize how long it had been. Let's see. I graduated on Thursday. Wow, that was a fun night. When it came time to call my name my legs were shaking so bad. Going down those stairs after I got my diploma I thought my legs were going to give out on me. I had tunnel vision and hearing. I know people cheered for me but I don't know if it was alot or few. No cool poses or jumping off the stage for me. No, I just wanted to get the hell off and away from everyone watching. After that I was all smiles. I was soooo happy. We ran to the sign at the back of the field, the fireworks went off then Aerosmith's "Dream On" came on and me and my friends headbanged. Haha, you know, we just had to. Then we went to Project Graduation which lasted until 3am. I didn't get home until 4. I slept until 5 pm the next day. I have never done anything like that. I mean, I have stayed up until 4 or 5 before and woke up about 10 am or so. But, I hadn't slept in my own bed in a good while and hadn't been sleeping well so I was just catching up. I have felt so rested the last few days.  

Today me and my friends were going to go see Shrek 3 but when it was our turn in line they only had 3 tickets left. Problem was there was 5 of us. So insted we went and saw The Invisible. Pretty good. Not amazing. Ran just a little long in my opinion. Or maybe I was just ADD. Tomorrow we are going to try and get in Pirates 3. We are going to get there super early. 

My biggest complaint right now is I am going to be 18 in 18 days and I feel so smothered. I have so many things planned that I want to do but I know they will be a struggle because of my parents. God, I'm not looking forward to those fights. In a year they are going to send me off to the big city to go to college and I will be 4 hours away. They need to start letting me go little by little or otherwise when that time comes they are going to really have problems. *sigh*

I have a plot bunny for a story. Just a fluffy one shot. I'm better at one shots...Anyway, even though that plot hit me about 3 days ago and I need to get it out I feel in the mood for a deep, intelectual, kind of brooding one. The opposite of fluff. I don't know. I'll get out my notebook and pen later. I like the old school style of writing first then if I like it I'll take the the time to type it up. 

I cleaned my room tonight for the 1st time in I swear 6 months. Wasn't as horrible as I thought. Feels better. I'm such a cluttered person but when I do get in the mood to clean I love how it looks and feels after it's done. My room my look good but my bathroom and closet are horrible. My closet should be declared a National Disaster or something. It's that horrible. It amazing I can even get dressed some mornings...

I haven't updated in such a long time. Just haven't felt like it. However tonight I feel the need to get some stuff off my chest. 

As of today I only have 6 more days of school before I am out then I get to graduate 8 days later.  6 days of school left and I really don't know if I can make it. Today was so horrible and I'm sick of people. Everyone is so immature and I'm on the verge of fighting with teachers and I never do that.

Today started out with me waking up late, getting stuck in traffic and just barely making it to school in time. Then in first hour they were nominating people for awards. I wasn't nominated. I knew I wouldn't be, but for some reason today I just felt like I was so worthless and average while everyone else was shining. One of my friends nominated my other friend and that's great but...I just felt so sad about it because I want to be good at something. But I'm just another student in a class that doesn't excell greatly at one thing. I'm fairly smart but nothing to get recognition for. Just enough to get me through school with A's and B's on my report card. I haven't gotten any scholarships while some got many.

My weightlifting teacher is a coach which means he's a jerk to anyone that isn't an athlete. He is always yelling at me to get to work while his golden children do nothing or sit around and talk to him. It's bullshit that he plays favorites like that and I had had enough today. He was yelling at me and a friend to keep walking but 2 girls, athletes, stood by the wall and talked. I pointed to them and asked why should I work if they aren't going too? He just kept telling me to keep moving but I wasn't giving up. Finally he just yelled that "I shouldn't point at people." What the fuck? Sounds like something you would say to an elementry kid. I got pissed, shook my head and started going. A little bit later the two girls started. I have had to deal with that everyday for a year and I was having a bad day today and I snapped. I knew that if I argued with him there was a possibility of my diploma being held but I was ready with a story. 

I just have to think 6 days but the past 2 have dragged on like a week. 

I knew it had been a while since I updated. I just didn't realize how long. I've been lazy, busy, and just not in the mood.

So Prom was the 14th and I'm glad I went. I was not going to go. I just didn't want to go through all that trying to get ready and just ending up feeling like crap the next day. But it didn't end up that way. By no means did any miracle or something life-altering happen but it was fun. I will remeber my Senior Prom years down the road. And there will be nothing negative about that memory.

I only have 17 more days of school. Holy shit. I can't quite believe it yet. Hasn't truly hit yet. I'm only going for 1st hour tomorrow. It's senior ditch day tomorrow. I'm going for 1st hour because it is choir and we have a HUGE show coming up in about a week so we are learning songs and dance moves so I just can't miss. I'm okay with it, though. After that me and my girlfriends are going to have breakfast together then go bowling then watch a movie at someones house. Nothing like alot of seniors who do that keggers at the lake and stuff. I'm sure that is happening but I sure as hell ain't going there. No thank you. 

My problem at the moment is I'm going through another depression. So far this one is light and I hope it doesn't intensify. I'm kind of down about my appearance and I am excited about tomorrow but for some reason I feel like either something bad will happen or I will be kind of touchy. My moods are just unpredictable.

I have a Vam plot bunny bounding around in my head. I know I've put Fiction on hiatus but this one just might nibble at my brain until I sit down and write it. I might start that later tonight.

The last couple of days have been very fun. I've needed these days very much. 

Friday I went looking for a prom dress and it actually went very well. The second dress I tried on was great. Well, basically the second. I had to go a size up because my boobs were too big. That is a reason for which I don't mind going a size up. But the crazies thing is is that my dress is pink. Yes people. Pink. Since most of you don't know me you don't know how much of a fracken' miracle that is. I never wear pink. Only in little bits. But I am going all out on this one. All pink, hot and pastel, pink glitter, pink jewlery. My shoes will be silver most likely. Still have to get those. But now I am excited for prom just because I know sooooo many people will be seeing me and freaking out. 

Here is a picture of it from the site but mine is not in this color. It's much prettier than this one and fades from hot pink to pastel pink. 

Ello everyone. I'm feeling pretty darn good right now. I don't have school tomorrow, I got all my school projects done, I'm planning on sleeping in super late tomorrow then I am spending the night at a friends house tomorrow night. I need this weekend so bad. Even though I've only been back to school 4 days it still has been tiring. 

Next weekend is Prom. I had forgotten about the damn thing. So this weekend I need to get a dress and shoes if I need to. Plus, I have yet to shell out $35 for a ticket. I'm really going to need luck tomorrow with dress searching. I hate shopping for clothes. I usually end up upset and pissed off. We shall see how it goes. I really want a different sort of dress. Maybe red...never had a red dress before. 

I'm not really as excited for this dance as I was last year. Again I am dateless and just have had a shitty year in the confidence department. I guess I just need to suck it up. I'll find someone in time who loves me regardless. It just has to heppen.

I nicked this from gal8028and thought it looked like fun.

What you do is use Google image search and enter you answer and paste in the first picture result.

It's late and I still have an essay to finish. I shouldn't be on here. But I'm just not wanting to rest. I'm depressed again. I was in such a great mood earlier today despite fighting with my mom since I got home Tuesday. But I'm feeling lonely again and I keep fighting with my mom. My dad is coming home tomorrow and I think she may go running to him and tell him how horrible I've been to her. I haven't. She's the one who picks at me first. She hates that I'm not her little princess. 
A few days a girl a 15 year old girl was murdered while she was hanging out a gang house. I guess tomorrow the there is going to be a shootout at my school and the other high school here because of it. The cops have been called and I bet there will be a lockdown but that doesn't make me feel much better. Let's hope it's all just talk. I really don't want to die, or have anyone die. If we can just get through the day tomorrow I will be happy because then it's spring break.
Hope to see you guys tomorrow.

So I've been away from the computer for 2 days and sadly I have missed it. (Hello, my name is Kim and I am a computer-ahoilic.)
Here is a breakdown of the last 3 days:

Sunday: Left at 1pm for Durango which is like an hour from here. Sat though a choir concert which was a little, um, boring. Went to dinner and the place we went put us in the room with baskets of peanuts and after you eat them you are supposed to throw the shells on the floor. It started out innocent enough but not long after realizing this fact my table ended up in an all out peanut war with another table. It was a true battlefield. We hit a couple civillians (waitresses) in the process. Went to Cascade Village which was the place we were staying. The "rooms" we were in were really condos. I had been worried because I had been told we would have 8-9 girls in each room and I was wondering where the hell we were going to put everyone. But once we got there we realized 8-9 people could live there quite easily. We all ran around investigating. When we found the big jaccuzi tub me and my 2 best friends crowded in and the rest of the room took pictures of us looking passed out in the tub. 

Monday: Had to wake up early. I am far from a morning person. I didn't have time to shower so I just cleaned up as best I could and threw on a beanie to cover my nasty hair. We had a choir clinic most of the day which ment a lot of singing, standing, and dancing. After doing that most of the day we had free time which ment we went to the pool, then to the sauna, then ended in the hot tub whish was outside. So nice.

Tuesday: The day I had been looking forward to and dreading at the same time. The day to actually got to Purgatory (I love that name so much!) When I put on my boots and began walking I was already retinking my idea. Those things are a bitch to walk in at the begining! I thought my legs were going to fall off and we had to walk a big distance. We couldn't find the bunny slope but we found a fairly unintimidating hill. It took me 15 minutes to get all straped in then I had to have a friend hall me to my feet. I spent some time at the top trying to figure out how to move around. A couple of times I'd start slidding off where I didn't want to go. Like the ice patches (The snow was not good snow. Very icy.) and since I didn't now how to stop I'd just fall to stop myself. Spent alot of time on my ass. Finally got up the guts to try the hill. Made it half way and biffed it. I was too far from people to help me up so I finally figured out how to jump up on the board. I'd have myself straighted away and going and would somehow turn backwards. I made it down the hill but halfway was backwards. But I felt so accomplished! After we had our fun falling and freezing we turned in our boards and found a place to play pool and video games. I rocked at pool and kicked butt at air hockey! So fun. Got home about 5:30 that night. 

So all that was a blast but since I got home my mom and I have been fighting. I'm not going to get into it right now but damn, if it just doesn't make me want to get out of this house more. Plus, my dad is coming home on Saturday and he usually just brings more drama.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv">Dante's Inferno Hell Test

I found my class ring! Haha, right after my last post I went on a searching spree and ripped apart my room, bathroom, kitchen, living room, and car searching for it. I was begining to work out a a story to tell my mom so she wouldn't be too pissed. But I knew I had it on Monday night so it had to be in the house. I figured my room had ate it like it ate my digital camera a month ago and is still on a steady diet of socks. Anyway, I have a canning jar that I put my change in everynight and I happened to look in it and there was my ring on the very top! *does a little dance* Whoop! Everything is good now.